Gustav’s Dream

Gustav falls asleep under the open sky. No chanting. No kneeling. Just a ranger’s rest beneath the stars and the trees. The forest does not seem to darken this night. It grows… attentive.

Gus opens his eyes. He is standing in a clearing. Everything is too green. Too vibrant. The air smells of pine sap and fresh rain but Gus does not trust this. He does not trust most magic and this smells mostly of magic. A massive oak tree suddenly stands before him, ancient and knotted. Its bark creaks.

A low voice emerges from the trunk…“Well, this is improper.” Gus blinks. The oak shifts uncomfortably. “We’re not supposed to talk.” From somewhere above, a crow caws. Then in a scratchy voice…“Definitely not supposed to talk.” Gus rubs his eyes. He sighs. More magic. And talking magic is always the worst. “I’m dreaming.” Gus says feeling vexed that this would be the dream he landed in. Surely he could have imagined he was at a nice wilderness inn with a flagon of ale and a bowl of hot…

The crow hops down to a branch just above him, interrupting Gus’s thoughts. “Obviously.” it says. The oak sighs deeply, sounding almost as vexed as Gus…“Very much dreaming.” Gus folds his arms and says indignitaly…“Trees don’t talk. At least not to me. Go bother Red. He likes talking to you.” The oak pauses. “Correct. We do not talk.” The crow nods. “Highly irregular.”

A moment of blessed silence follows. It is not long enough for Gus.

The crow tilts its head. “Do you want us to stop?” Gus hesitates feeling guilty that he does in fact want them to stop..“…maybe…uh yes!” The oak chuckles, bark splitting softly. Suddenly the forest closes in. The trees around him begin murmuring…a low, windlike conversation. Not words exactly. But understanding. Like a murmur of a friendly crowd, cheering Gus on. It is nearly unbearable for Gus.

The crow flutters down and lands on Gus’s shoulder. It is annoyingly familiar. “You are worried,” it says plainly. Gus shrugs. “There’s a storm coming.” it says. The oak hums..“There is always a storm coming.” The crow adds…“You don’t fear it.” Gus looks toward the horizon, and yes, now because they had to mention it in your dream he see dark clouds gathering beyond distant hills. Typical bad luck that comes from unnatural talking things that put storms in his dreams. “No. Just no. To all of it. No to the storm, no to you both talking, and no, of course I am not scared of a storm.” “You fear for them.” the oak and the crow say together. The clearing shifts.Gus sees faint silhouettes…his friends…Alexis studying items for the hidden secret meanings he is so sure exists, Red studying his scrolls endlessly as if the meaning of everything was hidden in the pen strokes on the page, Rask sharpening his blades to precision, and Ca’armine kneeling in prayer.

The crow leans closer. “You are not afraid to die.” The oak rumbles warmly. “You are afraid they might.” Gus swallows. He hates it when the talking things are right.

The forest quiets. The crow hops down. “Prove to yourself it’s a dream.” Gus squints.“…What?” The oak creaks. “Ask for something.” The crow smirks in a very crow-like way. “Something small.” Gus hesitates. He does not like these games. Even if he is asleep he doubts he is getting much rest with all this noise in his head. “…An empty chair.” Gus finally says. Instantly, behind him a wooden chair appears. Perfectly worn. Sturdy. Familiar. He slowly turns, an idea forming in his head…“…A small flagon of ale.” A cool weight appears in his hand. He lifts it. It smells exactly right. “…And a bowl… of hot boiled turnips.” The crow freezes.“…Turnips?” The oak groans. “How did you know he was thinking of that?” The crow fluffs its feathers indignantly. “I did not know about the turnips.” it caws indignantly. A wooden bowl appears on a stump beside the chair. Steam rises from the turnips. Gus stares.“huh…This isn’t real.” The oak responds gently…“No.” The crow nods. “But what it means is.”

The clearing opens beyond Gus as he sits down on the comfortable chair. The forest spreads out untouched, endless, green, alive. No rot. No undead. No red iron. No Dark Hand. No cities! Just wilderness waiting to be walked. Now if Gus could just remember to ask the talking things to shut up this could turn into a rather pleasant dream. The dream spirits really should have led with this. Still, far on the horizon is that terrible looking storm. The talking things said Gus was not afraid of the storm which is true, but it sounded like his friends might be in trouble. That would not be good. They may get wet but he will make sure they stay safe. He always does.

The crow looks toward the horizon. “You will not stop the storm.” The oak adds…“But storms pass.” The crow leans in annoyingly closer. “And trees remain.” The oak speaks one final time…“You are not meant to be the lightning.You are meant to be the roots.”

The chair creaks softly beneath Gus.The ale tastes perfect. The turnips are, regrettably, excellent. The crow sighs contentedly on Gus’s shoulder. Gus is slightly less annoyed now that they have stopped talking again.

“When the shadows in the storm come,” the crow says quietly, “Stand between them and your friends.” The oak hums agreement. “That is enough.” the crow says. The clearing suddenly begins to fade. A half eaten turnip disappears from Gus’s hand before he can take another bite and he drops to the ground as the chair vanishes. Typical. Must be fey nearby. He will need to warn the others when he wakes up. Right before the dream ends the crow speaks once more, even as Gus finds himself wishing that it was the first thing to disappear. “Next time ask for stew.” it caws.

Gus opens his eyes and is so happy to find that his Crow has not in fact learned to talk like a human. The trees are back to being quiet as well, and Gus hopes they have learned their lesson and stay that way. It really is better for everyone and no one has the patience to listen to a tree. Gus is so happy that he isn’t hearing voices from things that are not supposed to speak that he almost forgets about his dream. Almost.

The Confusion of the City

Gustav gets up the morning after going through Malkar’s crucible. He got plenty of sleep, but looks exhausted by anxiety. The large gleaming crow keeps poking at Gustav’s side since it hasn’t eaten yet and is hungry. Gustav ignores the crow and mindlessly throws some hard tack pieces and a bit of leftovers from Mavon’s dinner the night before on the ground. The crow quickly plops down to the ground and eats the kernels of food.

Gustav sees Ethelred is up and inventorying his remaining equipment.

“Ethelred, Do you like being in the city? I am getting confused.

There are so many people, so many factions all in such a small area. Gangs, Guilds, Collegiums, Temples, Stores, Taverns, Stalls, Houses, Barracks, Briggs, Jails, Mansions, Palaces. Then there are Thieves, Priests, Scholars, Brigands, Mercenaries, Soldiers, Dogs, Rats, Cats, Barkeeps, Torturers, Executioners, Nobles, Mongers, Engineers, Mages and Morticians. And we have met and dealt with many of these just in the last few days.

Sure, I meet these people and factions over time out across Aegir, but it takes years and many miles of travel. Most days out in the real Aegir are just travel, eating, talking to your team, sharpening weapons, shaving coins. Every once in a while meeting another group of travelers. And then repeat the next day.

I wonder if Sutheron was created by evil magical forces as a way to enslave a large amount of people to keep them busy arguing and fighting against each other. There are small groups helping each other, but usually created in opposition to another group. Gangs created to protect their neighborhood eventually take to stealing, blackmail and the “protection” racket in their own neighborhood. Before Aegir took over Sutheron and before Aedelfried and the Red Cloaks took over, was Sutheron a wonderful place where everyone helped each other? I doubt it. I suppose that is a question for Alexis.

I feel lost in Sutheron. I will stay and help as long as Alexis needs. But this place is well outside my heart. What do you think about Sutheron now? I know you are interested in becoming a member of the Collegium as there are many gifts of knowledge of materials for pit fighting they can give you. But what about after? Are you getting used to the city, do you like staying here? The rat is good I guess.

Perhaps this is just a reaction to Malkar’s Torture and I am feeling down today. Ignore me if I am talking nonsense. But I do miss Aegir.”

Cabin Feverish Preparations

For many days, it seems to Gus that everyone is reading books and writing onto parchment and saying to themselves “Hmmm” and “Oh, interesting”. He finds it more and more annoying and spends time each day traveling to the nearby forest looking for materials to make arrows and backup bow strings. Every once in a while Ethelred or Ezrin ask for help in gathering materials from the forest which Gus enjoys quite a bit and it raises his spirits. When he goes to the forest each day, he first asks if anyone needs anything.

The crow seems glued to Gus’s shoulder while in the fort and tent. When in the forest the crow leaves the shoulder and attaches to random nearby tree branches moving to be within 50 feet of Gus. Gus seems to never acknowledge the “bird” except to give it random found nuts or mushrooms from the forest. When the crow caws randomly and annoyingly Gus looks dead eyed at the ground like the mother of an unwanted child.

While in the tent Gus keeps himself busy with the creation of arrows and making backup bow strings. He whittles, cuts, guts, straightens, embeds, washes, curls and knocks. He seems to take longer than normal when going to the bathroom. When not busy he gets annoyed by the smarties sounding like they discovered the Westlands in their books and thoughts. Gus makes fun of them sometimes by repeating the strange words mockingly he hears them say. They usually look up and glare at him which makes Gus look away with a little shame..

After another forest retreat though, Gus seems to be refreshed and less biting towards his team temporarily.

Alternate take: Spilled desires in the veiled world

After asking Telosh about his theories on the forced bird connection, Gustav privately goes to Alexis for his opinion:

“What happened there. Why do you think Telosh forced a connection between me and the bird against my will? I didn’t want that troublemaking bird to follow me or rely on me for anything. Telosh already knew my feelings of the crow, Do you think he was possessed by a demon who cast spells against his will? Or did he let in the demon?”

Gustav seems to be seething thinking about it again.

“It seems like it might not have been his choice, but he wanted a connection between me and the bird before the possession. Maybe the demon stole his desires and spilled them all over the veiled world.”

Gustav looks at the crow which is cawing nearby and kicks a rock near it.

Spilled desires in the veiled world

After Telosh’s Possession, Gustav furrows his brow and asks:

“What happened there. Why did you force a connection between me and the bird against my will? I didn’t want that troublemaking bird to follow me or rely on me for anything. You already knew my feelings of the crow, were you possessed by a demon who cast spells against your will?”

Gustav tries to calm down and his shoulders crumple a bit.

“It seems like it might not have been your choice, but you wanted a connection between me and the bird before the possession. Maybe the demon stole your desires and spilled them all over the veiled world.”

Gustav looks at the crow which is cawing nearby and hisses at it.

The Future Didn’t Wait

The crew is walking back to camp together enjoying the sun that has come out after the successful pit fight. A weight seems to have been lifted off of the wildlife as they are out and frolicking. Even Ethelred noticed some late season blackberry growth. Gustav notices all of that, but doesn’t look very relieved or happy. Gustav uncharacteristically starts a conversation with Alexis and Telosh.

“I am sorry you both have lost so much to battle evil and the enemies of humanity. Telosh, your arm and body were weakened. And you both have aged and lost time that might never come back. We all knew that we risked injuries and death. But since we are finding so much strange magic I suppose we should have known these unnatural injuries would be inevitable.

How does it feel? Is it harder to walk? Do you feel weather more? I know the attitude of the aged often change. Sometimes they are more mean and nasty after feeling cheated away from the life they hoped for. Sometimes they relax and become calm and loving to their children and spouses. Has your mind changed as well as your body?

Is there anything I can do to make things easier? Should I try to make your sleep more comfortable with fluffy pine needle bed sites? Should I help you stretch in the morning? Or should we be fighting it and try to find a wizard who can reverse it?”

Gustav gives a confused look. A thought rolls over his face and then converts to a guilty and sad look.

Human Confusion

While settling down for the night one night, Gus suddenly looks like he has realized something disturbing. He looks at everyone getting into their bedroll and says:

“Did we make a deal to free a Gnoll God? I understand helping non-humans who help us. But unleashing the power of an angry god who is not human seems like quite a bad idea. Are we helping Aegir doing this? We have worked with so many strange creatures lately that maybe we forgot where we come from, forget who we are. Am I crazy?”

Gus has started to sweat all of a sudden and looks like he has just woken from a terrifying dream. He doesn’t usually show such fear or emotion.