Ignobility of a Jail Cell

Ca’armine does not like being caged, he discovers. On reflection, he realizes, neither does he prefer being ambushed. Or, violating the sanctity of the Collegium, which he can’t help but respect and even fear. He muses, “I can forgive myself for drawing my weapons when the enemy attacked, since they were in earnest about killing us. But I am doubtful the Collegium will overlook the transgression.

He paces. Back and forth in the cell, stepping around his companions, watchful. He has not been traveling with them long, but he feels sure they will not harm him nor help themselves without aiding him too. However, he is learning that they are not infallible.

“Who is?” he chides himself. But he realizes, in his longing to join a group, to take up the cause and make meaning out of the exile in which he found himself, he unwittingly created in his mind, a vision of these heroes (surely they deserve that title!) as larger-than-life.

“They are powerful, certainly, but they do make mistakes.” He thinks about the nonchalance with which Alexis led the stopover at the Collegium today. “Rask didn’t even put on armor! As if he could blend in with the crowd. As if any of us could!” He shakes his head.

He is loathe to tell Alexis, or any of the group, what they should or should not do… but at the same time they would be wise to emulate his long habit of stealth and concealment. “What do we stand to gain, boarding in the gaudy manor of their friend the thief? Why are we operating in Suthron at all? I long to strike a blow at the Dark Hand, but it seems we are easily manipulated, by anyone who tells us we are getting closer to finding them. We are in truth pursuing the agendas of others, more interested in gold than in justice.”

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About Ca’armine

Son of a country priest of Raiden, Ca'armine was the pride of the family when he was admitted to the Academy of the Raidensblud, and began training to join that prestigious order. He learned to his chagrin, that the group had been infiltrated and taken over from within, by the Dark Hand! His true heart and devotion to Raiden could not abide him continuing in that path, so he escaped to the trees and timbers. Now he is on a quest to save Aegir from the corruption the Raidensblud is spreading. His mission in life now, is to redeem Aethelred, purge the evil from the Raidensblud, and stop the entrenchment of evil will on his beloved homeland. Tall order. It will be a miracle if he can pull it off-- the kind of miracle one should never expect to survive. That's fine with Ca'armine. The mission is more important than any one person. It is irresistibly necessary to Ca'armine, that he succeed-- or die trying.

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